HERE’S A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME.

 As an intuitive, I have the ability to understand the root of a given situation and I am able to bring core issues to light for release and healing. 

  and I admire the human capacity to take the pains and chaos of life and transmute them into purpose, passion, and beauty. 

 

My journey with spirit has been all my life on one level or another. As a young child I would look up at the stars and wish to go back home; even though I had no idea where that was.  I instinctively knew I was not from this place called earth and felt like a misfit in my human family.

As a young child, I carried the gift of premonition and could sense when things were going to happen; especially when someone was going to die and pass through the veils of this plane of reality to another.  Something the adults around me would freak out about and I quickly learned that my gift was odd and something I became afraid of.

Skipping to 20 years later, I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening brought on by a sexual encounter in which I was blasted wide open and catapulted out of my body into the stratosphere and given an overriding vision of this time we are now seeing humanity. In the vision, I was brought right back into the centre of being able to see the full death and rebirth cycle, which helped me remember my gift of premonition. All of my Claire abilities came online at once. This may sound amazing but at the time it was one of the most frighting experiences of my life having forgotten everything about being connected to spirit. I could hear for miles and sense what others were thinking and feeling. I could see entities in my room and connected to others, amongst other things.

But just like in my childhood I shut it back down and for the next 20 or so years craved the spiritual and magical and explored many modalities (reiki, massage, spiritual healing, life coaching, tantric massage, dance, and movement, etc), all of which gave me great insight into how energy and the body worked. But ultimately, I was looking in the wrong place. I was bypassing my own true gifts. Now that I have let go of a lot of those practices, I am unraveling their teachings from my system and finding my true path.   

And now as I move into the latter part of this year, I finally feel I am coming full circle and connecting to my true self and gift to bring to the world. Just before the pandemic broke, I was visited by galactic beings who showed me the same vision I was shown back in the ear 2000. It was as though my whole body and nervous system came to a still point and I went into the deepest remembrance of this is the time I was born for and that this was the time my soul had been waiting for to fully activate and come online. With the help of Karen, I have brought back online my gift of channelling Divine messages and transmissions. I look forward to sharing more on this as it develops.  I am also in the process of writing my memoir/manifesto based on the Deep Feminine Wisdom Streams Called– Digging for Mothers Bones –Unearthing Our true nature.

#WriteratHeart

#CreativebyNature 

#LoverforLife 

#SirenofSoul 

The time is now to express our unique inner gold  – a time for our hearts to explode in resounded rejoices as our cries of self-love reach deep into the psyche of all that exists.

I hope to inspire you, with my musings, on your own journey of ever-unfolding self-evolution.

With Love

Coco Oya xxx

My whole life journey has been about getting back into my body

It’s taken me years to realise just how far away I had come from Her because of unacknowledged trauma.  

I witnessed and was party to so much violence in my childhood.

To escape the body became a normalised thing

It became an inner intelligence that kept me safe from the enormity of what I was experiencing.

It created a huge pattern of hiding in later life, of not really wanting to be seen.  It also created many illnesses, symptoms, and conditions in my body including CFS (Chronic fatigue syndrome, PTSD, Virus, and mental health issues).

I spent years disassociated and disconnected from my being, totally living a disembodied life.

I had no idea of who I was and who I was to become. My soul was shattered.

I was killing myself slowly, not listening to the call of my heart.

Living a life of concealment. Hiding my true power and gifts.

I carried a lot of emotional and physical pain.

Throughout my childhood, I learned that my body was not my own.

A story that grew as I became a woman and internalised many misogynistic messages that echoed this illusion.

Being conditioned to be the good compliant girl, disconnected me from my power

I became the people pleaser and allowed my boundaries to be walked all over

I held myself just high enough above the precipice to give the perception of participation.

It felt safer to coast. It felt safer to hide huge parts of myself. Even if that false sense of safety was slowly killing me.

Yet, you cannot escape your destiny no matter how hard you try. It’s imprinted in your DNA. And when the soul calls for change, the universe will move all obstacles out of the way, including yourself, to bring you back into alignment.

To cut a long story short the illness and disease created in my body ultimately led me to work with many spiritual teachers and modalities. Yet it wasn’t until I had a near-death experience (NDA) in 2018 that my ultimate awakening happened and I had to dive into doing the deeper work of embodiment. I began to get to the root cause of why I had come into this lifetime on the path that I had and how to work with my body as a sacred vessel; one with the capacity to hold my true power.    

There is a divine intelligence within us all that will that reminds us that we are here to create a partnership with higher intelligence. I felt this during my NDA, the pure love of everything that existed. At that moment when death cradled me, I knew that true Self Love was the answer.  

The thawing out of trauma can be painful as you learn to feel the flow of energy again; as you allow your heart to crack open; as you breathe new life into your body and open up to the vastness of your vessel.  

Being in my power initially felt dangerous. I was forever butting up against the little me inside. I blamed her for everything. For my feelings of unsafety, I was living in a constant state of frustration and boom and bust, holding myself a slave to my past

Transitioning from a state of smallness to being right-sized takes time.

I am a woman who has learned that self-care is paramount so that I can deeply open and expand into the full embodiment of my being as a carrier of feminine wisdom

I am a woman that is mastering the art of dying well. With each death and rebirth cycle, I emerge more renewed and abundant with life. I am blossoming into the fullness of my being as I learn safety is an inside job.

The soul will choose the path of least resistance. Like water, it will wear away your life until the path is clear. This may feel unpleasant to the human self. Yet it leads us to our truest desire rather than compensatory or make do desires.

It takes a high level of surrender to allow the cracking open of a hardened heart and it takes skilled support and guidance to do so. Learning to go all the way in, and down and through. Whilst learning to be gentle with one’s self in the process.  We can not go faster than the slowest parts of ourselves.

This is a path that brings the unexpected that you could not have conceived of. 

When my teacher Perri entered my life, I was ready for a radical change. It is through her guidance that I began to acknowledge what it takes to be a fully embodied being. How to expand into the vast capacity of my being without overspilling or pushing past my current capacity to hold the range of who I am.

To be guided to the depths of your being is a wondrous thing. Especially when the well of who you are runs deep. Having a teacher where there are no more hiding places is truly a blessing. And that is what I desire to guide you through in my offerings.